Thursday, February 19, 2009

The World On Disability

The World On Disability (Cultivate Peace)
"I, myself, was always recognized . . . as the "slow one" in the family. It was quite true, and I knew it and accepted it. Writing and spelling were always terribly difficult for me. My letters were without originality. I was . . . an extraordinarily bad speller and have remained so until this day." -- Agatha Christie

What is it to be disabled? To be disabled is to be the world; the world which has detached itself from it’s True Source. We see a blind person; the world is blind…we see a deaf person; the world is deaf…we see truth everyday in front of us, but we do not understand it see it and we hear things of truth, but we do not understand that neither and so on. We do not understand disability because we ignore the important stuff; perhaps reincarnation which teaches us that we are responsible for the things we have done in our past life and we come back to pay the price for those mistakes.

Let me take myself for example. I am one with disabilities; when I read something…I am not able to grasp everything because of this disability; perhaps this may be a sign from the past that I was a very intellectual person in my past life. I spent too much time on deep thoughts, didn’t apply these thoughts much; been an intellectual person mainly all the time instead of balancing it with emotions nor exercising etc. Let’s use the term…the 3 brains which gnosis uses: The Intellectual Bain, The Emotional Brain and The Motor, Instinctive, Sexual Brain. Of course these brains are in the one brain, but different parts of it. We have to keep these at a balance; when we do not, then we suffer the consequences.

Are you fully intellectual, emotional, sexual, or use your body a lot? If you are; then we will have consequences for using up those energies on unnecessary things. Perhaps; someone that always uses their body…let’s take a boxer, the next life they may come back with early Alzheimer’s. We do not get away with anything in this world…NOTHING, not even a rain drop, cell, atom of activity. Everyone in the world are disabled due to the fact that we have detached ourselves from our True Being. There are people with bad attitudes, ignorance, calling that a tree, cat, dog, grass, sky, etc. These are only labels…condemnations; we do this because we are disabled and do not know the real meaning of these things.

We have a Immediate Family and a Extended Family; The Extended Family is all of us, but we manifest that family. The Immediate Family is the Immediate bloodline which we stay in when we come back to being again. I hope you don’t think I am talking down to you; I am talking directly…up to you. Since we have disconnected ourselves from our True Being; we have developed something called The Ego/Negative Emotions according to Gnosis and myself because I have experienced this; which are Lust, Anger, Envy, Jealousy, Gluttony, Sloth & Pride. This is also another part of disability because these are created by sub-conscious Fear of disconnection from our True Being. Most people will call them healthy emotions, but what kind of healthy emotions causes suffering anytime you use them? These are Negative Emotions and we may not recognize them as that because we are disabled.

We may have a belief, but if we have not Directly Experienced it; or applied it to ourselves then we are disabled. You can believe all you want, but we are here to experience and to eventually create a soul of experience; having a tremendous amount of information through knowledge through our experiences. Just because we are disabled, it is not necessary a bad thing because we created this suffering, and from this suffering we learn and this builds Direct Experience.
Our actions affects nature, our actions affects each other and our actions affects the lower kingdoms according to gnosis. Gnosis means Direct Knowledge in Greek. The world is in the shape that it is in due to our belief’s and we kill over those belief’s and separate ourselves from other through our beliefs because of disability.

We act according to what we believe. We look at ourselves in the mirror and we don’t like what we see, (Symbolically and Literally Speaking) but our belief has us covered; well at least we may think so. We must change ourselves in order to change the world just that much. For the ones that are labeled disabled; well…there is a spark of your true vocation within you, find what you are good at and do it for the world.

A.D. Upchurch

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

A Cypher For You

Since we were created by God; we were saved even before there were such a word "saved" (haha). The thing is to find that spark within us that God left there for us to get back to it (God). I do not like the name God for the simple fact is that if you spell it backwards; it gives a different meaning and why would such a great power have such a name. See; this is why I say, we are Gods; when we are not Gods...we are animals, like a dog--we eat fast, we see a beautiful woman and we may want to have sex with her etc. "Be patient for that you will possess your soul" meaning the task is to create
a human soul; this is the reason for many lifetimes, learning, experiencing, etc. The little bit of soul that we do have is just a small spark a very small identity in which we have to build into something great, and the spirit is what's perfect...it allows us to learn these new things, direct experience builds the soul, not belief. The thing about Christ is that...it is very metaphorical; meaning the word Christic was before the word Christ and Christic simply meant "The Annointed One" The Christic Force is in us all and when Christ died; all of us did. All of us were there when Christ died
for that we are Christ as ONE. The word sin comes from roman times when the guys played darts and bullseye. When they missed the bullseye; they called it sin;
which means missing the mark. When you miss the mark, simply try again; No big deal, but we must be aware of the karma we create for missing such a mark. The word sin is just a scare tactic.
The Christic Force arrises us to remembering who we are, where we come from and how to get back; the Christic Force is our savior. It washes away our mistakes and makes us whole again. The Christ Force is not a specific person, but in each and everyone of us. We lose the real message once we start letting the church tell us what things mean; the church is of satan
and not of the supreme being. Any church can be destroyed, but the temple within cannot--simple because it is the home for your internal God.We say God is a He and we say that God is a Jealous God. We lose the message once again when we give the supreme Creator
human attributes; for that it is in all things. The Supreme Creator is a Force in all things.
The Cross symbol comes from ancient egypt and the meaning for it was Spirit Over Matter. So Christ died on the cross to bring about it's Spirit dominating this material world. It's all symbology and very rarely meant to take literally. There is a such thing as Universal Salvation, but first we must annihilate ego/character defects/demons within our own psyche.
You see; the bible mentioned the 7 deadly sins which are: Anger, Jealousy, Greed, Pride, Gluttony, Sloth & Envy. They say that the supreme is a jealous God; so why would the supreme have jealousy which is one of the 7 deadly sins. There are many gods and supposebly none of them may be The Supreme Creator. We may have been worshipping the devil all of this time which brought us these 7 deadly sins. People start wars in the name of god. Muslims, Christians, Jews...maybe that god is a devil, and the name god has brought about seperation. People are constantly worshipping something outside of themselves. The exterior world is just a mirror of our internal world...it's the same thing as looking in the mirror.We empower the devil through the 7 deadly sins.
Real faith is knowing and not believing anything because through believing we can easily be manipulated and deceived. Real faith is knowing what's going to happen if we do this or that. And by having real faith destroy's the word blessed because we would
not see things differently anymore once we have real faith and we will not B Lessed. I'm not looking at the word blessed for what it means or where it came from. I'm looking at it for what it means once it is totally disected. Example: Therapist/The Rapist, Disease/Dis-ease, History/His Story etc.
God does not need to save anyone for that all the saving is in you.
How can you trust someone to save you that you never met. The Devil is smart and has been at work before you were even born and it has tampered with your religions and your way of life and who is it's puppets. We must know and stop believing in which I am practicing also. Let's stop being less, but more. Bmore

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